Hi Fall and Falleen,
This is your fellow human-friend-slash-anonymous-caretaker. I hope you both are in a better place now. I miss you both. A lot. You have no idea.
But before I start my long a** boring monologue, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE SNOW WHITE FURBALL BUDDIES OK!!!
It has been around 12 years since I lost you both… and it has been hard to go through this journey all alone. Fall, I miss your cute face and how you used to meow whenever I used to bring you cream biscuits. Falleen, I miss your clever antics and… even though I hated that time when you used to come over my bed and sleep your lazy butt off on my books (and refused to get up even if I screamed the whole apartment down )… guess, I just miss you guys a lot.
You guys are the best pair of twins I have ever encountered ok. I saw a pair of white cats yesterday walking down the road and they immediately reminded me of you… and trust me, I cried coming back home.
I told myself to move on by adopting another cat but… the apartment where I live is a b*tchy Karen and doesn’t allow their tenants to have pets But mostly, the reason is that I am not able to move on… maybe if my finals get over and I go away from this stupid place with stupid memories and start a new “chapter”, maybe I would finally be able to forgive the past and move on.
Just so you know, today you guys would have been around 15 years old. Me and my sis had a cream biscuit treat today and visited your favourite hole in the park to mourn in silence. Yeahhh, not the very best way to have a funeral party. Falleen, you must have expected something glamorous like a disco ball. I know. I am sorry for not living up to your expectations
And as you see that I am crying and laughing hysterically and sneezing alternately while writing this whole thing (people would say that I ran away from a mental asylum but Idc)… I miss you guys. Seriously. I wish you didn’t have to die so soon… this letter doesn’t even sound remotely sad or pitiful but I know that’s how you guys would have liked it because sad things annoy you a lot.