Can I please leave, like, at this point, not even go home, but like, be 18 and fvcking MOVE.
My family dragged me to Mexico to “cure” my mental health even tho my plan was to talk to them about what makes me uncomfortable and how we can fix this. The only way to go home is that I have to get mentally better, so basically idk what to do so maybe I’ll pretend to be okay.
tw // sexual
There are some sexual jokes I can and can’t take, for example, my sister made an org=sm joke and I laughed, but then my grandpa asked why it was funny and explained what an orgasm is and I told him that I am uncomfortable talking about that, and he said “Why did you laugh then” and I told him "Because she said the word like 1 time and she said it as a joke, and you are talking about it seriously, i have sexual intrusive thoughts so some sexual stuff makes me uncomfortable and he started saying that I was being a snowflake.
Later, I saw that my grandpa’s dog was doing stuff to a plush so I said a joke reffering to something my aunt said earlier today about using ice to remove h*rnyness (which that joke does make me uncomfortable but I wanted to make her laugh) and she said “that is natural in animals, and I thought you didn’t like to talk about that stuff”.
This house is full of assholes I wanna leave already, they wonder why I hate talking to family but the answer is literally there.